Lust and Lars for life

I think before I start this post I should apologise for the last post. If anyone had taken the time to read through it, it would've been apparent that I switched from being happy to being angry very quickly. Just in case any of you were wondering whether or not I have bipolar disorder, let me just say that I wrote the happy part of the post, posted it, then came back 5 hours later to put in the angry part [[cos I was pissed off by something, duh]]. So no, the mood swing didn't happen in the few minutes it took for me to write the post.

Just wanted to clear that up. :D

Anyways, pictures pictures and more pictures! Whoo hoo babeh!



Not sure about the pink, but that's exactly how I like my men to dress. *sighs*


Love the shirt. *smirks*








Christal is so amusing. :D I think we were talking about corny pick up lines? ILY CHRISTAL. We must go out soon!
















Dancing!Andrew. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.







































I'm not convinced of Andrew's modelling ability, but he sure is gorgeous. x.x


I've been watching My Girl for the past 4 days or so. I'm only about 2 years slow, I know. ): In my defence I've had the DVD since it came out... I just never got around to watching it, or had any interest in doing so.

So what made me change my mind? Seol Gong Chan/Lee Dong Wook.

I realise this is kind of a worrying trend in the shows that I pick up. Prison Break? I only started watching it because I saw the disc sleeve and though, "Wow, this guy's gorgeous." Brokeback Mountain? Jake Gyllenhaal. And now My Girl. Tsk. I must start watching shows for better reasons, such as their educational value or the beautiful script or the wonderful acting.

The most interesting thing that I've noted while watching the show is that Korean people aren't very much into hugging. I think like the second hug that Gong Chan and Yoo Rin [[if the spelling's weird it's cos I've been watching the show with the Korean audio and the English subtitles]] shared cemented their romantic relationship? It's certainly very different from the Americans and their "Yo, whut up brudda? *manly thump hug*"

The pace of the show was a little slow for me [[I caught myself constantly checking the running time on the DVD player to see how far in the episode we were]], but I prefer faster paced shows anyways. I thought it suited the story though, which is good. I didn't get the last part where Yoo Rin lied to everyone about her posing as the chairman's [[whom Bernice instructs, "You, shut up ar!" and thinks should "roll down the building and die"]] granddaughter, and Bernice said, "You get a 92 average for A.Math and you don't understand this? Crazy."

The Yoo Rin/Gong Chan parts are riduclously cute though. :D

Talking about TV shows, MMAS is having this thing where they have "America" vote for the winner among the remaining 4 of Ronnie, Ben, Holly and Perry. Based on modelling talent, I think Holly should win, but I want Ben to win, even if it just so that everyone will be like "OMG NO BEN SUXZ~" and to see the shock on the judges faces. :D Ben did so awesome on the last photoshoot. MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE AMERICA.


http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?commentPageNo=5&id=13632#comment

I saw this on Priscilla's blog.

"too many parents worried that their girls will anyhow go and have sex with strangers if they dont pick them up."
... What? Just what? I don't know if it's jealously or personal experience, but this is fucking unacceptable.

"when ppl send their girls to top girl schools.. you can roughly know their mindsets. "
And what would that be? Wanting us to get the best education possible? Gee, I really wonder why my parents did that. I should immediately ask for a transfer to a school that sucks.

"suck this ppl...jack ass.!"
So caring for your child enough to give him or her a lift is a bad thing? Best of all is that practically no one uses the Street 13 roads [[there's one in front and one behind, all leading to the same place]] unless they're from SN, and there are two lanes per direction at the Avenue 2 gate. Some people don't know what the fuck they're talking about.

I think there should be some kind of rule that says that people who want to criticise other people for their actions must at least have decent grammar, spelling and sentence structure. It's just disgraceful otherwise.

I'm confused. Maybe I have good reason to be... but then again I could be denying reality.

There's this community on LJ about MMAS, and on Episode 9's poll Ben got the least votes from "America". He also got the most votes for "Who should go home next?" So I infer that he's probably going to go, right? But then I go onto his diary on Bravo's MMAS site, and he has the most comments out of the three. If you're not going to vote for him, why would you spend the energy posting comments on his blog, right?

Gah. D:

I KNOW Ronnie will stay. He has the entire gay community behind him [[I think some site is garnering votes for him or something?]], so he's not going anywhere. And he's a sweetheart as well, the assholes usually go first. Ben is more of an ass than Casey. Casey is more versatile as a model, and his look is more fashionable now. The only runway I can see Ben on is Dolce & Gabbana. I can't compare Ben's and Casey's photos because I have honestly not paid any attention to Casey before.

The only thing going for Ben is that people want him and Ronnie to kiss. To be fair, I think Ben's pictures are just about on par with Andrew's... but Andrew is better looking and more versatile.

I think way too much. *sigh*


I have this notebook which I write quotes in. I just found out today that it's a rip off off Moleskine. And I'm nearly halfway done with it. Greattttt. Now I'm going to have to transfer all of it onto my Prints notebook... which cost a lot of money. ): I bought it only because I thought it would be like $14. Gah. I'm blaming it on the fact that they don't put prices on the notebook itself and Bernice hurrying me.

If my math is correct, my Prints notebook and the Moleskine are about the same price. Even better. *sigh* I want a Moleskine! But I can't buy stuff over the internet and they don't have it in Singapore. I guess I'll have to wait till December then. ):



I love Prison Break. It's seriously the only series I don't get sick of. The only other show I don't get sick of is Shakespeare in Love. I love that movie so so so so much! I can't watch Heroes anymore, it puts me straight to sleep. With Prison Break it's like "OMG *bites fingernails*" even though I already know what's going to happen. And no, I don't just like it because of Wentworth Miller. But he is a bonus. :D


I think I've proclaimed my love for Prison Break like a billion times already, but it cannot be reinterated enough.



I enjoy Ghost I, but I think I prefer songs to instrumentals. Don't get me wrong though, the instrumentals on Ghost I are beautiful and so enchanting. But they kind of fade away into the background for me... :/ The only instrumentals that keep my attention are the ones from The Fragile.

NIN rock.



I was at Kinokuniya reading magazines, and there's this Franck Muller that's over $1 million dollars?! *is speechless*

I realise that I enjoy magazines for guys more than I do those for girls. See: The Arsenal magazine. See: Men's Folio. But I hate male footwear, I dunno why everything -- slippers, sandals and those weirdo ones with the pointy tip [[ewwww]] and all the others -- just looks disgusting to me. I love football so much. But I enjoy fashion as well. I [[would like to]] think that I'm kind of girlish, but then I listen to heavier stuff than a lot of guys listen to.

Does that mean I'm neither girlish nor guyish? And if I'm in between, what does that make me?

And I guess Gladys is right after all, none of my interests match up.

ETA: I saw this really ... cute wouldn't be the right word, attractive is more like it, guy at HMV. He's not really that jaw-droppingly good looking, but he's my type of guy. You know the casual long sleeved collared tee tucked out with the bermuda shorts and the cropped blond hair and the sunglasses? Yepp, that kind. The ones that seem kind of loud and obnoxious with their guy friends but are ... gentlemen [[probably not the word I wanna use, but it's close]] enough.

Case in point: That guy was looking for some movie at the counter and he arrived there before me, so he had every right to ask the counter guy to help him make a search. However, there was only one person at the counter so I had to wait for him to finish the search first. When he was done, he turned to me and said sorry.

I swear that the majority of Singaporeans will not do this. [[This is obviously based on personal experience and if you disagree strongly, please feel free to share your experiences.]]

Random thoughts

• I want a new phone. It's not that I don't like my phone, it's pretty and it just about has everything that I want on a phone... except for a designer lable. Yeah, call me a designer whore, whatever, but I want a designer phone. I have my eye on the Giorgio Armani one, but it would take a miracle for me to get it. And no offence to anyone I know and like who has my phone, but there are some people who have my phone that I would rather not say "Hey we have the same phone!" Maybe it's a sign of a deep psychological problem, I don't know.
• What is it with people and underage drinking? I mean, I take a bit sometimes [[very very tiny little bit, like, 2 sips? It's fun to see which wines are bad and which ones are good. *shrugs*]] but getting pissed and drinking drinks with 40% alcohol content? It's taking it a bit far, no? You'll have your whole lives ahead of you [[which, in other words, if you're lucky, means 45 to 50 years]] to ruin your liver. Why start early? And don't even get me started on smoking.
• I wanna go to Europe this June. I have $3000... which would cover the airplane and hotel to one country, I suppose. :/ I have a few places in mind -- Rome, Venice, Vienna, Athens, Milan, Barcelona and Switzerland. But since I'm already paying so much for the stupid air tickets I might as well stay there longer. I guess this is the start of another frantic period of saving. But there's only so much you can do with $150 a month. *sigh* I wanna go for 2 months, but no adult can take that much time off.
• Why do girls like boys who look like girls? I mean, some of them really do look like girls, but most of them are "rockin'~" the androgynous thing. I will confess that I do like some guys with the whole androgynous thing going on [[but they're still obviously guys]] like Mathias and James, but I tend to go for the [[and I'm quoting my sister and Nadeo, both whom I love v. dearly]] "manly macho" type -- like how I like Jeremy better with the short hair and the moustache. Maybe that's why I don't get the whole girly guy thing. But then again, I'm okay with guys like Shaun Haugh, so maybe it's the Asian-guy-who-has-shaggy-fake!golden-hair-and-girly-features that I don't like.
• I've mentioned this like 5 times or something before, BUT WHAT THE HELL IS IT WITH PEOPLE AND PUTTING BAD MUSIC ON BLOGS? So irritating. When a blog comes up with music, the first thing I do is close the window, unless you're a good friend... oh wait, none of my good friends have music on their blogs. Whoops. None of the popular blogs have music on their homepages, hmm...
• Why the hell am I so unfree? How come everyone has the time to go out on weekends and I'm stuck at home studying? And it's not like I'm doing better than everyone else. Thank you, that's so fair. I know I studied harder for Bio than some people, but they all go out and get like 3 points higher than I did. You know why? Cos it's all "investigative" and "analyzing". Fuck. If I go on at this rate I'm going to end up in probation. I know I'm probably overreacting, but if I don't do it here there's nowhere else to do it, so yeah.
• We played football in the rain today, and it was pretty awesome. The only thing un-awesome about it is that I got my shoes drenched through and my toes were freezing in class. ): Chinese with Lin lao shi is a billion times better than Chinese with Luo lao shi. I didn't even understand her last term... but I got an A1 like twice. Which is weird, cos I got C5 for Chinese this term. To be fair though I started out last year with a D7 in Chinese. :X
• How come all the blogs I read seem to be of people going out for dinner and buying clothes and stuff? No wait, that's not the real problem. What I'm getting at is that WHY AM I NOT DOING THE SAME? I shall not mention that I spent a lot on CNY clothes and the things that I want are all over $1,000... oh crap, I just did. What. A. Genius.
• I finished Choke and Invisible Monsters by Palahniuk. I thought Choke was a lot like Fight Club, they had a lot of the same ideas. Just replace the fighting with sex and you pretty much get the idea. Invisible Monsters was okay but I didn't know what to make of the sex changes... I still don't. I don't think I'll be watching either of those movies.
• I just realised that I don't have a clique that I fit in with at school. There's always Jing and Debbie, but sometimes it kind of feels like Ler Yee and Jasmine are only trying to get Jing's attention. It probably is because they were in the same class and they know each other better, but even so, it's a bit... I don't know how to put it, but I'm uncomfortable. It always happens when there's someone in the group that you're not close to.
• There's a career fair at Suntec City starting Friday and ending on Sunday. I think I wanna go. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. I mean, aside from the impossible things: become a fashion designer [[my dad thinks that models have to line up naked at castings -- thank you ANTM, you suck.]]; marry a loving, gorgeous and rich husband who can cook; jet set around the world sight-seeing; be a dinosaur, etc. I guess I would like something to do with fashion, but anything that's high paying and ends when the clock strikes 6P.M. is fine with me too. And I want to get some Starbucks. The school coffee is great for 50 cents, but I want me some good beans nowwww.
• I think Ben didn't get eliminated! And to those who say he can't make it as a model -- I know I would pick a gorgeous guy who can't model over an ugly one who can. You can always teach someone how to model, but to teach someone to become better looking...? Oh yeah, and the people who say they can see Perry on Armani and Prada? Maybe Armani Exchange... I can't find the exact picture right now but the Prada men [[though I would prefer the term boy]] for me is one with milky white skin, big blue eyes and is very young. A guy who is still boy-ish, kind of innocent but cute in the adolescent kind of way. Perry is just...

Well I think that's about it for today. I shall go and do my Physics and revise for A.Math, the last test for this term!!!!!

Birmingham v Arsenal

Get well soon Dudu, we love you! ♥





Just to clear things up, because Debbie obviously has got the wrong idea -- I like Ben and Ronnie, and they're adorable together, but Ben is married. So yeah. And no, they're not professional models.

ManUtd v Arsenal, FA Cup 5th round and Arsenal v AC Milan

4-0.

It was painful. At least Benita was kind and did not go like "HAHA YOU GUYS SUX." Thanks Benita! *hugs*


0-0.

We really should've won, or at the very least, scored. Seriously. That chance at the end was golden. Gah. We're making things really difficult for ourselves at the San Siro. And winning against AC Milan at the Emirates would make history there. Like I read on arsenal-mania, it's the games like these that create the history of the stadium.


The Newpaper had some cunts predicting what the scores of the games of the rest of the season will be. So we're going to draw at Birmingham, lose at ManUtd and Liverpool [[because "Liverpool should've won" What the FUCK was he watching?]] and we're going to end the season in second place. Fuck you.



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Yes James Rousseau as in the model James Rousseau. I like his voice, it's really pretty. And the chorus is really addictive. I need that album!

I need this: http://www.armanisamsungphone.com/ phone so bad. ): But I just got my current one and gah. D: Custom Armani tones. D:


I'm convinced that Bravo is conspiring to kick either Ronnie or Ben off the show. When Ben wins, Ronnie's in the Bottom 3, when Ronnie wins, Ben is in the Bottom 3. Gah. D: And apparently Ronnie said ILY to Ben in this episode?! Someone hurry upload the videos!

Click for Ben/Ronnie goodness. I just realised that lots of Ben/Ronnie shippers watch QAF and like Brian/Justin. Might just be a weird coincidence, but there are really waayy too many people who like QAF and B/R.

Arsenal v Blackburn

2:0 PHIL AND ADEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I know this is like, super late, but asl;kasdf, no motivation to post. No comments/tags = no posts. Simple. And it's not like nobody reads my blog. That's what the counter is for, for fuck's sake.

But anyways. I'm SUPER pysched about our win over Blackburn, 5 points ahead of ManUtd, HAH! But we're playing them today, and we have like, 2 fit players. ): No Clichy, no Sagna and no Ade. D: Even so, I won't accept a draw. Either we lose, or we win. Simple. One more game means 3 fewer days of rest. I don't think we can do the double, or the treble this year. And I want the league so bad. I KNOW we can do it.

I know everyone's going on about how this game will have a huge psychological impact on who wins the title, but I don't think so. If we win, good, we'll have shown those cunts that no one fucks around with us, but if we lose, I don't think our boys will be so upset and discouraged that we'll go on a downward spiral. We've shown that we have more mental toughness than that.


I feel really stressed now. A Midsummer's Night Dream and Bio on Friday, and we have A.Math and Social Studies next week. x.x I know next year's going to be worse, but aslkjal;df. :/ I think it's mostly because I have something like 0% confidence in myself now. Your confidence does suffer when you get like 5 bad papers in a row. Maybe if I had done well in some of them, I'd be thinking, "I can do this!", but it's very "Fuck, test, I'm going to do badly" now.

I've tried rationalising with myself. The A.Math coursework was incomprehensible, I've always been bad at light, and I cannot expect more than a pass in Higher Chinese, but D: I'm just... I don' t know. If I maintain my record of never scoring below a 75% average this term, it'll be a miracle.


Anyways, Make Me A Supermodel is pretty awesome. Except for the fact that they conspire to vote people off the show. First Aryn, then Katy, and now Ronnie's under fire. ): No Ronnie don't go! ): Ronnie's one of my favourites [[along with Ben and Shannon]] on the show, and it would suck with any Ben/Ronnie cuteness. ):

With Aryn they had all the other girls talk crap about how she and Ben were getting closer and how it would be sho ausum~ if they got together [[Um, how did that even come up? Ben's married, and Aryn has a boyfriend! Besides, Ronnie's the one who's like "I really love Ben" and who practically molested him in Episode 3.]], and then they made her look really ugly in the photoshoot. The judges keep telling Ronnie that he's too all-american and they made him look really ugly on the runway [[Ben was really ugly too, but he had immunity from winning last week]]. ): I bet you soon enough they'll make it seem as if Ronnie's trying to break Ben's marriage up. ):

NOO. ):

Sticking feathers up your butt doesn't make you a chicken

My sister says, "Most people don't like to send their kids to a girls' school or a boys' school 'cos they don't want them to turn out gay, but with an influence like you, one could not become lesbian."

I go, "Why? I'm not that bad."

She replies, "You are that bad. You can find a new model to like every week."

It is, sadly, quite true. It's not really a "OMG A NEW WEEK A NEW MODEL" kind of thing, but I do find new models/people to like pretty fast. Three guesses to what I've been doing this CNY break. *wry grin*

This is Ben from Make Me A Supermodel.

He's a prison guard. Mhm in my opinion he would make being in prison a lot better. ;)








I think I prefer him as a skinhead. He looks so... I dunno, pretty boy here? Or really young. :/ [[On a sidenote, maybe my sister and Nadeo are right, I do go for the manly macho type.]]








I think he pierced his ear on the wrong side. And I can identify him just by his lips, whee. *random*


This shot was supposed to be full of sexual chemistry, but meh. Doesn't do it for me. :/


Now this is chemistry. The other guy's called Ronnie and he's gay and has a crush on Ben, aww. :)








Yes, I do have a thing for men in glasses. Got problem arh?








Ben/Ronnie FTW! That is, if Ben were not straight and married. :/

In episode 2, all the models were sitting around eating and they were asking some questions, like "Who do you think is the best looking in this house?" Ronnie said Ben [[and Ben said Ronnie, aww]]. It was super cute and everyone was laughing and making fun of them. In the separate interview thingie [[I have no idea what it's called, someone enlighten me, kthnz]], Ben says, "I guess it's a good thing that a gay guy thinks you're cute... it's a compliment, right?" Hahaha best quote ever. Not really in the sense that he said something realli witty~, but the way he said it was hilarious.

Oh yeah, and Ben's walk is not that bad. I don't know why the judges keep saying his walk is bad. I've seen guys walk just as badly as him in Valentino. Maybe it's just my untrained eye... although it is probably my biased one. :3 But I will say that I think Lars walks like he's a duck, or has something stuck up his ass. Doesn't make him any less good looking though.


Speaking of models, here's your daily dose of pro models, or in this case, model.



Andrew looks like he has a cold here. *pats*


Not so sure about the jacket with the pants, but Andrew has a really nice torso for suits, in my opinion. :D












Love the jeans.


And the sweater too. *snorts*




He looks kinda short here. :/


YAY SUITS. :D


Debbie tells me that she skips past all the pictures and football ramblings so here are some real life thingies. [[Yes, just for you Debbie! Although Christal might enjoy it as well. :)]]

CNY's been okay so far. I mean, it's not that everyone was horrible and stuff, but it's a bit of a drag to wear dresses and skirts when it's the time of your month, you know? And I've been a bit down during my period as well, so that probably contributed to the meh-ness at CNY. ): Stupid hormones.

Anyways, I watched Fight Club today! It was awesome. :D It was kind of hard for me to picture the book translated into a film [[you'll understand when you read the book]], but I thought it was done reallly well. The casting was great as well -- Edward Norton and Brad Pitt both did super jobs as the narrator and as Tyler respectively.

I'm going to watch 27 Dresses tomorrow, whee. Hope it'll be good and not a total waste of money.



And because we all need a good dose of funny each day.

In Arsene we trust [[just not to make decisions about hair, although he seems to have learnt from his mistakes in the past]].

He's 20/80 about the EPL travelling around the world thing, and I think I am also. It's a stupid idea based on the fact that it's nothing more than a stupid scheme dreamed up by fat businessmen who don't care that a random draw for the 39th game of the season is just totally unfair. What if it's the deciding game in our title bid and we get Liverpool [[who will most probably be out of contention for the trophy but nevertheless, still a worthy opponent]] and ManUtd get Derby?

If they wanna do it they have to let one of the traditional 38 games be the match played around the world, not some stupid 39th match [[and like my sister said, good things come in pairs]]. And it has to be the very last game of the season that the club will play. It would be terribly stupid if the players got jet lagged and shit and fail to play their best in the CL final.

But it's not in my hands to decide, and I'm just a pawn in their big "let's squeeze money from everyone we can!" scheme, so my opinion doesn't really matter very much. Ah well.